tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-50253839651529817242024-03-14T03:39:08.871-07:00makillow the pillow's blogwhatever i like to write, my thoughts and things that are going on in my life.the BFGhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13675672292066877545noreply@blogger.comBlogger46125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5025383965152981724.post-71297701719899825662009-09-03T14:43:00.001-07:002009-09-03T14:57:01.141-07:00this has been bugging me for a while now.Just to get this started, i am so passionate about this topic because i have hope for this generation. i belive that equality will come, and it will come soon. the world is awesome, but there is still hate and discrimination. the first kind of discrimination that i hate is race, religion gender etc. but one that really bugs me is discrimination by sexual orientation. Some people think being gay is a choice. but who in the right mind would choose a lifestyle which leads to ridicule and loss of friends and family? And the topic of gay marriage is absoloutly everywhere! i believe that you cant be forced to be attracted to, or love someone of the opposite sex. If you're really into what heavenly father thinks, i know for a fact that he loves his children all the same. so that means he gave ALL his children free agency. the government is stuck in the past in thinking that gays dont matter. but they have their free agency too. the last thing im trying to say is that you have to think gay marriage is right or that you have to agree with any word in this paragraph. this is a blog and i like to speak my mind! so if you can leave a comment, i would love that times a hundred! i like to know what people think on things this controversial. so leave something! :)the BFGhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13675672292066877545noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5025383965152981724.post-84066739929409745332009-08-12T15:25:00.000-07:002009-08-12T15:29:46.085-07:00school and what notsoo yeah like i said i started school on the 10th, and the first day was the absoloute worst day EVER!! and the second was better, but the third was better than that. i love all of my teachers especially my german teacher because she talks in german pretty much the whole time ( i totally love it.) and im slowly making new friends along with old ones... and when you get me and amanda and ryan together in orchestra, you better not expect the class to be quiet!! and my new email adress is <a href="mailto:big_friendly_giant77@yahoo.com">big_friendly_giant77@yahoo.com</a> (hahahahahaha). so hopefully you leave a comment on my boring blog, but yeah things are getting a little better each day!the BFGhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13675672292066877545noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5025383965152981724.post-81738123587911462322009-08-04T09:37:00.001-07:002009-08-04T09:40:45.439-07:00high school! yikes!so i officially start high school next monday (the 10th) and i am a very scared freshman. i mean im super scared about getting lost and mean people and not having my friends in any of my classes. im getting registered today and im very nervous for the first day because thats the worst day of the whole school year. actually the whole first week is the worst part of the school year, but the freshmen get the school to themselves the first week so that should make it at least a little easier... well wish me luck, i will blog about my first day on the 10th!the BFGhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13675672292066877545noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5025383965152981724.post-8076358891326429662009-07-19T17:07:00.000-07:002009-07-19T17:14:24.336-07:00things going on so farso i havent blogged in a while, and im sorry!! i went on trek these past few days and it was really hard physical work. i had a ton of fun and right now i am very exausted and sore!! i just took a 2 hour nap. haha a good thing to do on sunday. so officially i have walked about 26 miles. just imagine the pioneers walking hundreds of miles, walking for about 3 months! i was excited and relieved to get home, just imagine the pioneers when they got to their destination!! well thats about the biggest thing happening to me so far, so when something happens, i will be happy to blog about it! have a good week!the BFGhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13675672292066877545noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5025383965152981724.post-14470465973747692992009-06-04T13:23:00.000-07:002009-06-04T13:33:40.288-07:00okay scratch thati said in my last post that i dont like music from the 80s. well i cant say that because nirvana started out in '86, and i think that is the best nirvana i have ever heard. there are many great bands and artists in the 80s, and i dont give credit for that. but when i think of the 80s i think of duran duran and depeche mode. you know the full blown 80s in a nutshell. but i mean def leppard and john denver, good stuff man, so sorry for those of you who love the eighties. cyndi lauper also comes to mind. ha!the BFGhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13675672292066877545noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5025383965152981724.post-7841010537442052942009-06-03T09:17:00.000-07:002009-06-03T09:24:53.199-07:00kerri's idea: new music vs. the good musicso i asked for suggestions on a topic to talk about, and kerri said "how about the difference between new music and the music when your parents were kids?" good topic! I myself prefer the music from the 60s 70s and 90s (skip the 80s. they suck). i mean where do you get that crappy home recorded gems, and music that the drug addled hippies could dance to? now everything is perfected studio recorded, and frankly, new music sucks. there are a few modern artists out there such as nine inch nails, but then again they have been around for a while! you need some variety! the people my age need to realize that there is more to music than stuff today. im not trying to put down today's music, im just trying to pump up the diversity! i have john denver's first record. it is clearly the awesomest record ever! simon and garfunkel? awesome. nirvana? the best one i can think of. tell me what you think! thanks for giving me something to talk about!the BFGhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13675672292066877545noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5025383965152981724.post-70803206276433269432009-04-28T16:02:00.000-07:002009-04-28T16:09:00.052-07:00hey!hey its just the usual, NOTHING! so how bout you guys give me a subject, and i will try to pick the best one, and talk about it!the BFGhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13675672292066877545noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5025383965152981724.post-65639123348864232602009-03-30T17:59:00.000-07:002009-03-30T18:06:54.489-07:00finally!!ive been wanting to have a recipe to call my own, or like some secret ingredient in something for a while now... i finally have it! its called sesame eggplant. its just grilled eggplant with the sauce they put on sesame chicken ( i know its not that great, but its a start!) if you want the recipe, i will email it to you. just leave a comment or something! and another bit of news, i have bangs! (once again, not much news, but its a lot to me...) i will post pictures when i find the camerathe BFGhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13675672292066877545noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5025383965152981724.post-80452234861864580852009-02-17T16:46:00.000-08:002009-02-17T17:12:35.164-08:00yay!well im glad that 7 people read my blog... thats actually more than i thought! anyways, school is still boring, but friends make it fun, right? i try to have as many parties as possible, and no, that does rarely include any family haha. we are gonna adopt a kid or whatever, but im really excited!! anyways, if you have a facebook, you are more likely to hear from me more...the BFGhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13675672292066877545noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5025383965152981724.post-59246392111007947192009-01-30T18:54:00.000-08:002009-01-30T18:55:27.704-08:00this... is only a test.to see how many people actually look at my blog, im gonna do a "test". if you see this note, leave a comment. then we'll see how exciting my blog really is!the BFGhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13675672292066877545noreply@blogger.com7tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5025383965152981724.post-25777433573803817212009-01-22T15:34:00.000-08:002009-01-22T15:42:31.109-08:00my opinionlook. people make big deals about everything! you might not be here tomorrow, so have fun, dont care what others think about you! do whatever you want! dye your hair whatever color you want! yeah soccer moms you know you want to... get wicked crazy into music, and slack off when nessesary. <br /><br />long live punk rockthe BFGhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13675672292066877545noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5025383965152981724.post-38238667725559334192008-12-20T15:43:00.000-08:002008-12-20T15:53:22.937-08:00my charwell, i have this aunt, she was totally hilarious and everyone loved her. the last time i saw her, she made me a quesadilla with too much cheese and i got sick that night (haha). she was the best piano and organ player i knew (besides you mom). she never judged anyone no matter who they were, but we complained about people together all the time. she was never too busy to talk to you no matter what. her and her husband were best friends and the perfect match. when my dad was little, his parents had to go out of town, and his babysitter got sick. so dean and char gladly took him on their honeymoon! well, a few weeks ago at about midnight we got a very teary phone call saying that there had been a bad accident and char was gone. we had a good family sob and a family prayer. we will always love her and never forget her.<br /><a class="sqq" href="http://thinkexist.com/quotation/love_is_stronger_then_death_even_though_it_can-t/9800.html">Love is stronger than death even though it can't stop death from happening, but no matter how hard death tries it can't separate people from love. It can't take away our memories either. In the end, life is stronger than death.</a>”the BFGhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13675672292066877545noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5025383965152981724.post-11630265012239409102008-11-29T10:09:00.000-08:002008-11-29T10:11:22.204-08:00tigger... or, gingerwell i got a new cat named tigger. she is very cute and a huge snuggler! tigger is the name that she came with, but we cant quite call her tigger! my mom and i want to name her ginger, well, because it suits her better! i will post pics!the BFGhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13675672292066877545noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5025383965152981724.post-58522653932812898512008-11-15T14:23:00.000-08:002008-11-15T14:25:10.877-08:00ugh.hey guys, sorry i haven't been on for so long!!! nothin is happening so i dont have anything to blog on... haha ill try harder to get things going onthe BFGhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13675672292066877545noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5025383965152981724.post-76829040804799604972008-09-21T16:24:00.000-07:002008-09-21T16:31:02.402-07:00GET A PRO TO DO IT!!so i have quite an embarassing story to tell... and it is a true story! well, yesterday i tried to pierce my lip with a sewing needle, and it turns out i was allergic to the nickel in it, and my lips and eyes were swollen, and i have hives EVERYWHERE!! so now i know, if i must do it, i need a professional... i had to go to the doctor and skip church and stuff, and i feel really stupid haha but its a fun story to tell... but its not infected thank goodness! i only got it halfway through. haha so thats my story for the daythe BFGhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13675672292066877545noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5025383965152981724.post-59034903832473725212008-09-19T10:09:00.000-07:002008-09-19T10:10:44.933-07:00Hey guys, im at school and i just finished my research! isnt that great?! i am soo bored!! soo someone send me a message or something!! my email is kurts_freak@yahoo.dethe BFGhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13675672292066877545noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5025383965152981724.post-68285281310312711892008-09-16T19:26:00.000-07:002008-09-16T19:31:53.044-07:00the best band that ever existed!!<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjPnLYRwR-cnh8Wg7MCYuZj_-UdEVNM6chTiXwhXLrR09KC6bioMNfyzpCP_QDwHfimZDAuAVdRR7C6kcx74qMv-jSSyfuwF1_8U4RZVtfi5h3rG3zP8WAfgpv3Wauw-7f6k8BDAZSFIGYx/s1600-h/kurt-cobain-1.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5246812387412833474" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjPnLYRwR-cnh8Wg7MCYuZj_-UdEVNM6chTiXwhXLrR09KC6bioMNfyzpCP_QDwHfimZDAuAVdRR7C6kcx74qMv-jSSyfuwF1_8U4RZVtfi5h3rG3zP8WAfgpv3Wauw-7f6k8BDAZSFIGYx/s200/kurt-cobain-1.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><div>so you guys know im pretty much a freak for nirvana... and i just want y'all to know how uncomprehendable the talent was.... haha i am so weird but you have to admit they are the best thing to happen to the music industry!</div>the BFGhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13675672292066877545noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5025383965152981724.post-81052809902178533782008-09-06T11:24:00.000-07:002008-09-06T11:28:35.106-07:00hey guys!!<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhNeZA-S4cuIKfWR0TVnDdN_HbVqLcyN4k82UsCodYNWqOoaTldpK7iNijfHEInCAQkc026PC2CvfXDQkB2JpBlUUedJL7usO93t78PJdsKuWAC7KBz7etYCEtvSuvzgBlFJhkz97psWr5I/s1600-h/sweetstuff+004.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5242976983742558530" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhNeZA-S4cuIKfWR0TVnDdN_HbVqLcyN4k82UsCodYNWqOoaTldpK7iNijfHEInCAQkc026PC2CvfXDQkB2JpBlUUedJL7usO93t78PJdsKuWAC7KBz7etYCEtvSuvzgBlFJhkz97psWr5I/s200/sweetstuff+004.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><div>hey sorry i havent been on for a jumbo/large time, but ive been pretty busy and stuff so i guess i'll just tell you what has been going on! well, last weekend i had a party with some friends and we met some new people while burning incense on the sidewalk haha. but i'm doing pretty well in school so far, hopefully it continues!! i'm trying to learn my german, so i made a new email adress at yahoo.de (yahoo deutschland) so im slowly learning!</div>the BFGhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13675672292066877545noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5025383965152981724.post-19171597870162890302008-08-13T17:05:00.000-07:002008-08-13T17:07:52.677-07:00snore...guess what the biggest snorefest is?! ... ... SCHOOL!! school is soo boring and slow that i just wanna get out of there asap. i dont have any friends in my pod, and none in my lunch!! hopefully i can make some new friends soon! ugh i need to have a partythe BFGhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13675672292066877545noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5025383965152981724.post-56227259789551694102008-08-09T17:01:00.000-07:002008-08-09T17:05:03.241-07:00RAWRsoo... school starts on monday... what a drag! but, the plus is school shopping!! i spent over $450 at two malls, and i am very pleased with my purchases, and i promise to post pics of my super weird shirts from steve and barry's!!the BFGhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13675672292066877545noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5025383965152981724.post-43108320591007645902008-07-31T19:43:00.000-07:002008-07-31T19:48:03.888-07:00what did you expect?!so last night, liz lo and i were talking about our blogs, and liz said my posts were short and to the point, and sometimes very random. WELL... seriously! what do you guys expect?! randomness is my thing! ( i just realized that i sound a little angry, but trust me im not, im just making a point lol) so just to let you know, i am aware of my randomness, and i dont write a lot because nothing happens!the BFGhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13675672292066877545noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5025383965152981724.post-39262782002962183442008-07-22T17:44:00.000-07:002008-07-22T17:51:17.955-07:00hey guys, i know that nobody looks at my blog anyways, but im finally making a new post!! anyways, me, my mom, and lindsay & calvies are going to utah on monday, and we are so psyched! i had lots of fun in idaho... and now its the last hurrah for summer...the BFGhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13675672292066877545noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5025383965152981724.post-50143767470162198312008-07-09T11:45:00.000-07:002008-07-09T11:52:53.412-07:00hey im back!!soo my trip to idaho was pretty sweet, but its good to be in my own house with some peas and carrots (peace and quiet)!! my pics will be on soon but i have to find the camera first!the BFGhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13675672292066877545noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5025383965152981724.post-65006352309913616162008-06-23T05:00:00.000-07:002008-06-23T05:03:38.538-07:00IDAHO!!hey, im leaving for idaho today... im not allowed to get on the computer over there, so i wont be posting for about 2weeks. But im excited! i will also miss my house and toby and friends, but im sure to have fun!the BFGhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13675672292066877545noreply@blogger.com10tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5025383965152981724.post-4635525880215510922008-06-14T18:54:00.000-07:002008-06-14T19:33:13.514-07:00BUBBLES 2<iframe allowfullscreen='allowfullscreen' webkitallowfullscreen='webkitallowfullscreen' mozallowfullscreen='mozallowfullscreen' width='320' height='266' src='https://www.blogger.com/video.g?token=AD6v5dyFoVEDan45V0hJyL8yjWPfEll8DWSTSr3ceeEzpX2X4RL0kxGqbuk7XM54FRUsTSmtabyMrkD9BSnw3RZ7qw' class='b-hbp-video b-uploaded' frameborder='0'></iframe>heres that vid i told you about!! it takes FOREVER for it to get done loading!!the BFGhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13675672292066877545noreply@blogger.com2